Wild ride

Everything thing seemsto be coming to a stop all at once and now, to top it off, my son has croup and so does his mother. I am off to Bendigo for a little bit to help them out, I can't afford the expense or time but I have to do it... Where do you draw the line on personal sacrifice for your son? Makes me feel so fucking useless if I don't go and if I do go it fucks everything up.